Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Now I remember!
That's all I think. Except then I looked up me and I very nearly got sucked in to stupid web tricks. OK, that was a stupid web trick, but I wasn't stupid enough to click on any reviews.
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Writing, Interrupted
I'm still pretty happy with Instiki. It's cool. But, there is an issue. As the story complexifies, names change and drop off, and there doesn't seem to be any way to easily change the structure created by the original document name choices. This may be a show stopper. I don't want it to be. I want this to work for me. Maybe I'll get this on the wish list.
What else? School has started again. I'm going to do another directed writing and drop the lit class. Soccer is in haitus which is nice for a bit. Seems like there was something else, but I can't remember what. The laundry, I guess.
My son and I are getting a chihuahua this weekend. I know what you're thinking. I can't help it. Those little dogs are sneaky cute.
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Monday, January 30, 2006
coming awake
- Inkspell, by Cornelia Funke -- Inkheart was a fabulous book. My son loved it. Adults will get a LOT from this book. Inkspell is the sequel. Can't wait to read it! To be honest, if you write paranormal, I recommend you read all of Funke's books. Her stories have really original twists.
- Ptolemy's Gate, by Jonathan Stroud -- the 3rd in the Bartimaeus Trilolgy. My son adored the first two. Me, too. Funny and interesting. Highly recommended. This was a sneak into the child's room to snatch and read while he was sleeping book.
- Gilead, by Marilynne Robinson -- Have heard great things about this book. Will report back.
- A Million Little Pieces, by James Frey -- I want the right to say I'm outraged, too.
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
Deja Vu
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
Awake but not for long?
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
Gotta dash, dontchya know
Uhm. That's pretty much it.
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Hump Day breakthrough
So, at the gym today, I was notebooking away on Dark Elf, which has been going very well, and sort of mourning the lack of gym-elf, when I had a really brilliant idea. I was pedaling away and the idea came and I mulled it over a bit, hit level 8 on the dotted hills and then in the dip when I had my breath back and realized it would totally work, I said Oh, my God, that's perfect!. I think some people heard me, but so what, I guess. The only thing that would have improved the gym experience would have been the actual elf with the strategically placed broadsword.
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Sayings and Phrases - meanings and origins
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Monday, January 23, 2006
The Monday -- What's the opposite of Blue?
In other good news, I solved the issue with instiki images. It was brutal and ugly and I only found the answer by accident, but I did and now I have these cool pages where I can have images of my characters.
Mostly, I'm very happy that my day off was so productive, writing-wise.
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Rant Alert!
Get a clue. The bar is high. Really, really high. If you don't feel you have a voice, then go work on developing one. Don't waste postage querying editors and agents about your nothing special story. Don't go crying about how editors and agents are big fat meanies for wanting to take on writers who have done the hard work of developing their writing into something special. If your MS has been rejected a bazillion times, stop sending it out and instead spend some quality time figuring out where you've fallen below that very high bar.
OK, look, it's a cold cruel world out there. It's OK to vent on a list, it's theraputic and all that. But the best cure for rejection is hard work on the story and your writing. Rant over.
posted by Carolyn @ 1/23/2006 09:30:00 AM Permalink![]()
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Champion, I tell, you champion!
Today I have done this much writing:
0
What I did do:
Went to work for a bit. The thing about my job is that if you need to do something that involves bouncing or otherwise making a production server unavailable, this must be done during off hours. Oh, well. I finished the tarot card puzzle with son and did, um, stuff. Oh right. Took him to the movies to see Hoodwinked. (note: pretty cute movie, actually), Attemped to read a book I must read (not much success there.) Did Tarot card/puzzle reading with my son. Result: it's unclear if he'll be a trillionare by the time he's 31. I consoled him by saying that his question was probably too specific and besides his youth is probably the reason for the lack of a clear answer. Did a reading for me, too. Since I was prohibited from my stock request for world peace, I asked about writing. Success looks good for me, so yay there! Watched the Wal-Mart movie. Can you say depressing (pronounced Corporate-Greed)? Whoa. However, there was some fairly strong visual and audio rhetoric and some unsupported arguments which annoyed me. The thing is, I kept thinking, oh, yeah! That was in the paper. Uhm, what else?
I read Miss Snark's blog multiple times. I'm addicted. Checked email, responded to email. Deleted massive amounts of it. Joined the Adrian Paul fan club. I may need to go on digest on that one. Edited to add: Mr. Paul: even though you are a hottie, and I'm now thinking maybe you look at lot like my Dark Elf (not to be confused with the gym elf) your website needs some major help. Hint: begin with organization. Test: go to your homepage and pretend that you are a brand new fan who just saw you in something. How would that person know where to find your fan club info? Answer - she wouldn't except by accident.)
OK, I lied
No not about Adrian Paul. He is a hottie and his website does need work. I did do some writing work. Today I decided that one of the characters in Dark Elf will die, leaving my heroine high and dry and all alone. I was going to work on it, but I couldn't quite get my head around the how etc. Which is why I kept checking to see what else Miss Snark had to say. I will work on it tonight.
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
Sniff
Carolyn's patented Wow for this book. Amazing. I knew, I absolutely knew at the beginning what had happened and then I thought, no, I guess not and I let myself be convinced and then, well, as I said, I cried.
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Friday, January 20, 2006
Zzzzzzz again
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Knock Knock Knocking on Chapter One's Door
Today I scrapped just about every thing I wrote yesterday in the new Dark Elf chapter 1. At my son's soccer practice, I hunched over the laptop and tried a bazillion times to get a good start. No go. Until, suddenly, I said to myself, Carolyn, darling (the word wasn't actually darling, but pretend it was) what you really want to do is write the scene where the heroine gets interrupted in the middle of stuff by a group of men that includes the hero, so why don't you just do that? So I did, and it seems to have worked. The next thing I know, my son is trying to get into the car and I'm taking up the whole back seat and besides, the car is locked.
In other news, I got the new version of WordPerfect which for some reason is called X3. I guess it's a better name than something dorky like a year that's been done and gone for quite some time. Now, besides stuff that makes word processing easier, I am dying for a UI that is gorgeous. The UI is pretty much the same old same old, with some BIG exceptions that I'm really liking. So, we shall see. I'm happy with that.
Some other stuff, but I can't talk about it yet.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
It all goes to show you....
Off to work on... something.
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Writing along
I'm tired. Going to bed. Have I mentioned how much I hate Tuesdays masquarding as Mondays?
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brianstorms weblog: Lessig is Wrong
Here's something to think about... Interesting article about the Google Print controvery. Although it seems to me that mostly writers are worried. Rightly so, I think. There's a long history of writers getting the short end of the stick. Or no stick at all. I guess the curmudgeon in me replies: you-all want high quality free content, but quality and free don't typically go together.
Read more at www.brianstorms.com/arc...
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Monday, January 16, 2006
update to daze
In geek news, I have solved one instiki issue only to come across another, which is how to get them synchronized between desktop and laptop. It's not as straightforward as you'd think. However, I'm still liking it. It's great to be able to, say, take a look at my cast of characters page and then click a link to see (or add) details on a character. Dark Elf is a good test, since I'm basically at zero with that.
In other news, alas, the weekend is over. I really enjoyed my long weekend even though it wasn't as productive for writing as it ought to have been. And, now's the long stretch to the next day off.
posted by Carolyn @ 1/16/2006 09:29:00 PM Permalink![]()
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work-a-daze
It's a holiday for me today. My son has a soccer scrimmage in a bit, so I'll shortly be sitting in the back of the car, typing away. I think I might start on chapters for Dark Elf. My fiction prof at SSU, Sherrill Jaffe, uses the phrase finding a way in to describe the way in which a writer gives the a reader a way into the fictional world. It applies as well to deciding how and where to start the story. And with Dark Elf, that's what I need. Invariably, I start far too soon. I'm thinking I'll just pick something that seems like it's from what I see as the middle of the story, and that should be about the right place to start. We'll see where that gets me.
I'll report back on that.
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
Progress continues as does nuerosis
But the whole thing has left me feeling convinced I can't plot. But I can. When I'm writing the damn book. I think. Now, I'm working on fixing up the Rake, something I'm typcially very good at, and now I keep thinking, "This is probably the wrong thing to have happen because, of course, as the whole world knows, I can't plot." Argh!!
Someone suggested I should be writing proposals for the project descriptions, and of course that is right. But I'm afraid if I leave the Rake too long it will be stale. Sigh.
Lastly, Instiki is still working. I wrote a little command file that invokes the correct path etc and that seems to have done the trick. It's cool. So far, I can say I'm pretty happy with it. But I need a full development cycle to really see if I'm right about the richness of the wiki as opposed to word processing.
Edited to add: I forgot to mention that on Friday, I saw the elf. He was in the middle of a conversation about some work he's doing at the gym (I think) so I couldn't do much but think, wow, he is just a really really handsome elf. I was on my way out, all sweaty and icky (I go to the gym after work, pick up my son and then go home to shower). Great. I probably looked like Godzilla on a bad hair day.
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
Romance, she wrote
In other news, I was able to solve my issue with Instiki. Better instructions would have prevented the problem. So, now I feel like I can get going with the test drive. My feeling is generally postive at this point.
Back to The Rake (am beginning to hate the title....
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Geek Toys for the Web
Check it out: Best Human and Non Human Hunks. One poll for the humans, another for the non-humans. Go vote and let me know if you have any problems.
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
Reviews and writing
Worked on the Rake today. I struggled with the chapter notion I thought was coolest, plus I kept falling asleep because I haven't yet actually gone to bed early, let alone on time, and then, right when my son's soccer practice was ending, I found the way in, as it were. So hopefully I'll have time to work on it tonight. Except I should just go straight to bed.
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
oh, you know, just stuff...
The good news is that soon proposals will be in editor land. Come to think of it, that's the bad news, too. Fellow-neurotic writers are one with me on this one. What else? I notebooked The Rake at the gym and when I was done and stretching out, feeling like I'd gotten nothing accomplished at all (and by the way, no elf. The elf confessed to me that he goes to the 24 hour place across town. Should I switch gyms?) and my mind was off wandering, just like that, two really good ideas. I wrote most of the first one at soccer practice. I'll finish the rough tomorrow, and get started on the other idea asap.
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Back at it
A couple of rants, very short because I'm tired: I miss Liz Maverick's blog. Why isn't she blogging? Actually, that's my only rant.
Got another really nice email about A Darker Crimson today.
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Monday, January 09, 2006
OK, the silliness is over
Yesterday I read Khaled Hosseini's Kite Runner. Was it any good? I started it yesterday and was up until 1:15am to finish. I cried. More than once. For different reasons. And, it passed the acid test: I gave it to my sister to read. If you haven't read this book yet, go read it. Just do.
I worked on the short today and basically started over and now I'm not sure I don't need to start over again. I'm kind of tired (see prev. para) and may not be thinking as clearly as I ought to. But, it's fun, plus a good warm up to get the writing muscles going before diving into.... what? I'm not fully committed. I need to know what my agent thinks of the stack-O-paper I sent her. I got a really nice email today about The Rake chapter One I have posted. From her email to some editor's checkbook...
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C'est moi!

Oh dear, you are Bookish, aren't you? You are a highly intelligent and witty bluestocking, whose beauty is hidden behind spectacles. Your dress sense is eccentric and a little unfashionable, and you consider yourself plain. You have very little use for men, who find your knowledge of Shakespeare, interest in politics and forthright speech formidable. You are undoubtedly well-off. The only reason for your presence in a novel of this kind (which, I might add, you would not dream of reading, although you have occasionally enjoyed the works of Miss Austen), is your mother, who is absolutely determined that you will make a good marriage. Rather than defying her directly, you are quietly subversive, dancing with anyone who asks you, but making no attempt to hide your intellectual interests.
The only person who can get past your facade is the man who is witty enough to spar with you, and be amused at your blatant attempts to scare your suitors away. While you will, no doubt, subject him to a gruelling cross-examination to find out whether his respect for your intelligence is real or mere flattery, you may be sure that he is your match, and that you, he AND your mother will all live happily ever after.
The Regency Romance Quiz: What kind of Romance Heroine are you?
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Hmm. I think that dress makes me look fat.
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
working despite cookie disaster
I forgot that tomorrow the contractor is coming to demo the utility room so we spent the morning emptying it out and finding places for all the junk, which, I am happy to report, included the trash. Then I started reading Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini and it's really, really good. I already started crying once and I'm only halfway through. And, no, not because it's sad. This is a bona fine wow book. Complex and rich and wonderfully written.
Then I had do some errands and it turned out someone substituted my sweet 10 year boy with a moody nerve-snapping fiend. It was not a fun trip so I didn't do all the errands I should have. A bit later, with me still annoyed, he reminded me I'd promised we'd make cookies. Well, that was true, so we made two batches that were supposed to come out green and blue so that we could do pinwheel cookies, only they both came out green. Ah. Yes. Egg yolks are yellow. Fresh egg yolks are incredibly yellow and blue + yellow = green. Sigh. The recipe for pinwheel cookies said to melt chocolate etc but we were not prepared for chocolate melting as the whole point was not plain and chocolate but blue and green and besides, someone who shall remain nameless but whose first name might start with C had only recently finished off the last of the chocolate suitable for melting. The inspiration of the moment was to empty the last of the fat-free cocoa into the should-have-been-blue batch and that seemed to be OK since the end result was two batches of different colors.
The batter needed to chill but I guess we didn't wait long enough, because, well, suffice it to say, the rolled up dough did not, at the moment of crisis, maintain the required stiffness and sort of lay there on the cutting board looking obscenely limp. Upon slicing, there were few recognizable pinwheels and they weren't circles, they were triangular or other disturbing shapes, so we ended up shaping and smushing them. But the problem went far deeper than shape. Consider the color combo. Green and brown. They're puke cookies. They came out of the oven round enough, but they don't really look very appealing. And the patterns are these sort of Rorschach test blobs and swirls and honestly, it's all rather disturbing and unsettling.
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
now i'll have nightmares
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A few degrees short of a circle
Sidenote: There's a strange and sad phenomenon when you're a single parent and it has to do with how couples treat you. As in, you're there, but they often appear to wish you weren't. Oh, well.
I'm going to watch Dawn of the Dead tonight, then read. Tomorrow, I write.
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Friday, January 06, 2006
Have soccer ball will travel
I'm ready to start pounding away on my writing. I guess I didn't realize just how stressed I've been for the last year what with having A Darker Crimson to write and all that baggage, and school and that darn reading class and oral exam and then agent stuff and then new new proposals and finding out what it's like to have an agent who is considered a big deal. Stressfull. It's been nice to just read a lot. And a lot of the stuff I like to read.
Sooooo, now it's January, and I need to have a book done by June. 30th. And then another by December. Thank goodness there's no shortage of projects to chose from.
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Bad Author Websites
In writing news - holy cow! My agent is now part of what's being referred to as a Super Agency. She emailed the news today because word leaked out. I recognize her new fellow agent names and I'm impressed, but I was already impressed with her. I know this is good. Honest, I swear. OK, no more, off to draft my article.
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
No geek stuff here
In neurotic writer news, my agent said she would take a look at my stack-O-paper before it goes off to editor land and I haven't heard anything back. Insert disaster scenarios here. Now I'm afraid to read anything I sent her because what if I discover it's horrible?
The printer news is mixed at best. The printer repair guy came (driving a Mercedes! Obviously, I am in the wrong profession.) He replaced the fuser but it didn't fix the problem and since fusers are $4-500 dollars it would be cheaper to buy a new printer than pay for the repair visit AND replace the fuser. So I told him to put the old one back. He checked and cleaned a bunch of other parts and no go. He says this means it's the toner cartridge. Every single toner I've ever bought for this machine? I can't even print 1000 pages... That's really disappointing. On the other hand, I watched him pull out the fuser and I bet now I could replace it myself, if I could find a fuser. Except, as was demonstrated, that was not the problem. So, now I have to buy new toner to see if it goes away.
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Another Grand Experiment
See, the thing is, a wiki lets you edit and create content very quickly, but because it's web based, you can hypertext. I am aware that word processors allow hypertext -- sort of. But, frankly, it's a freaking mess. Move or rename a file and you're hosed. Just awful. So I gave up on that long long ago. But've I've always wanted that drill down ability you can have with the web. I thought about creating a website to do the same thing, but a web site was just way too much work. It's really not quite the same. But a wiki! So close, maybe this is it.
The Pros
1. Hypertext. I can have a list of all my characters with specific and expanded information about a single character just a click away. And I can return easily to where I started and navigate around quite fluidly, this is just not possible with word processing files.
2. I don't need an internet connection for this.
3. No hitting the limit on the number of files that can be open.
4. More dimensions for world building. I can add pictures, graphics or whatever.
5. It's geekish cool.
The Cons
1. Well, it might turn out to be more trouble than it's worth.
2. It's not in the same physical directory structure as my other writing files, so it will have to be backed up separated. Right now, I just zip up whole directories.
Some details
I'm using Instiki which runs on Ruby on Rails. That means you install Rails first, then instiki. It's not quite as simple as the Instiki page implies, but it's pretty close. I already had Ruby installed, so that was easy. I'd already worked out the kinks in the installation instructions. Sidebar! Geeks cannot write documentation to save their lives. All the really important stuff gets left out because they assume a certain degree of knowledge. But I admit Instiki was about the easiest new technology I've ever taken for a test drive.
And I will be test driving it. I will report back.
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I'm a Geek -- and Proud of it!
So, it's another grand experiment, the 2nd this year! (The first was Amazon Connect, which reminds me I need to check and see if they've taken it live and if so, see what it does for me before I go generally blabbing to other writers...)
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
ramping up
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Monday, January 02, 2006
Photo Op!

OK, so this is the border collie and why in an emergency like todays we don't herd sheep. She does. This is her intense mode. She's intense about 2 things in life: balls and herding. She looks like this because I have my foot on her ball. This seeming cruelty is necessary so that I can get the ball without her deciding she'd rather take it back without my throwing it, which she wants just as desperately as she wants me to throw the ball for her. I didn't say it made sense. Maybe it does to a herding dog. This picture was taken before I threw the ball and she ran through mud to get it. Shortly after that she was a mud-colored dog.

And, here's a picture of where I live. Just one of the views that makes this OK sometimes. There are no sheep in the field since we had to move them out because the lower neighbor is unclear on the need for real fences in the country.
And Last, just because this picture came out pretty.
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Rain rain go away...
Then we discovered the tarp over the pen for the new ewes and lambs was about to bust from the water collecting on top of it. More makeshift repairs involving bailing out the tarp and sticking struts underneath. Then we noticed a very large branch above the pen was actually broken and hanging in the crook of another branch. Out with the chainsaw... On our way back to the house to dry off, we noticed a tree that looked funny and discussed having the tree-guy come out later and take it down. That, however, is no longer necessary as the tree has fallen into the other neighor's field and is currently only marginally held up by his sturdier fence.
In other news, my son and I made green cookies. The all-weather soccer field is under water and his practice has been canceled. I started A Feast for Crows last night and now I think I will get back to it. I'm starting to feel antsy from not writing.
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
Brand Spanking New!
It's raining a lot here. Flood warnings all over and the back roads, which are mostly what is available to us where we live, are sort of iffy. We live on a slope so flooding isn't an issue here. But when I went to get coffee yesterday, the place was full of Ranchers and Farmers because Highway 101 was closed. They looked kind of lost. A couple of times the wind blew so hard today, I was sure some of the trees would come down. Year before last they did and we had to chainsaw our way out. We're OK where we are but many other parts of the County are not. If you build on a floodplain, your house will eventually have water in it.
However, the really best thing today is that I spent almost all day thinking it was Monday and that I had to go back to work tomorrow and I don't! YIPEE!!!
Last night I started the Art of Hacking, which is pretty interesting, but brain busting. That will not be a quick read. A Feast For Crows is by the bed and I'm not tired...
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